Okay, i have been with my b/f now for 5 years, we have a 4 yr daughter and I am pregnant now. He has some issues with drugs and I always stood by him because he always would clean up for a little bit and the longest was for about a year. I love him so much and always would try to help him. I have a good job and have my own home,you would never think that i would fall for someone like this, if you knew me personally. Well just recently he was in a rehab center for 3 days to detox, it seemed like nothing new. Well come to find out he had sex with a girl in there 2 times while he was in there??? I just don’t think I can go on, I keep picturing this in my mind . He says he sorry and I told him to leave I will do this on my own, but i don’t think he thinks I’m serious. I just lost my pop which meant the world to me and now this??? I just am for a lost for words. My family keeps telling me to let him go, i deserve better. But i don’t know why i keep on going back to him??? I tired so many time, I just don’t think I can try anymore after this. I think he never really loved me to do something like this to his family???
15-Dec-2009

